I miss her so much John and I know you do too. What else can we do but hang in there and trust in God and His Son Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. They will see us through this tough time. Isaiah 41:10 says "fear not for I am with you, be not dismayed for I am God [in other words I can handle this]yes, I will strengthen you,yes I wil help you, yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness" I have those words fixed in my memory and is a great source of peace.